Friday, October 3, 2008

Slowly but surely....

I am allowing myself to be happy. At times it is hard to remember that I deserve happiness. So much negative has happened that I sometimes wonder if it is okay to be even remotely happy. I am beginning to see it is a choice I make to allow the negative to stay present in my life. I have allowed myself to be miserable instead of letting the positive rule my life.


Tonoght would be a night the negative is creeping in. I am not sure why but I feel like I am slowly losing control of my life. I am praying to God right now that He covers me in His grace and that He points me in the direction I need to be in. So please pray for me. I need some much needed guidance.

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