So I Live On

Life has sort of gotten crazy for me so I have been MIA in the blogging world. I don't want any of you to think I have forgotten about you because I haven't. I am always reading to keep up with you and always praying for you in whatever journey you may be on. And now so that Leah will not hunt me down here is what my life has been like.

The boys have been growing up very fast. Pman will be in kindergarten and this mama is having a very hard time with it. I dropped him off at the play school for the first time last week and cried because he didn't even say good bye just went right into the classroom. Now some of you might be thinking buck up Sarah its just the beginning. I know this is true but I did not go through all that labor just so he could walk into the classroom without so much as a good bye mama. So I solved the problem this week by walking him to his classroom and asking him if he thought he could remember to say good bye to me this time. He obliged but when I picked him up I told him I missed him and he told me that he didn't miss me. This is going to be a very big year of letting my first born, my pman, Mr. P, my wonderful son grow up.

L is a whole other story. It is easy to forget he is 2 1/2 sometimes. He still needs me of course but he mimics his brother so much it is scary. He is a little upset he will not be going with his big brother on his adventure to kindergarten but knows he will get there eventually. He is starting those terrible 2s like no other and I am reminded on a daily basis that I must practice my patients. Case in point the other day he was getting scolded for something in my mean mom voice as the boys call it, and he told me to not talk to him that way. I took a deep breath as my words came to bit me in the rear as they are what I tell the boys when there attitude is out of line. He is at the age of mimicking so if you see my monkey around please fill him with nice words.

As for me my life has been ever changing. I now have the most wonderful boyfriend I could ever ask for and I truly am blessed. This journey has come full circle and I am starting over. It is a new beginning